May 2011
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Cool Story Bro.
April 2011
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Back from bandcamp! It was pretty great, even with the stressful percussioning. I even got to play Trumpet a bit, which was fantastic.
Probably the worst thing that happened while I was there was that Bryce cheated on me. Ouch, sigh, FML.
Oh well. I’m kind of in one of those “Life Goes On” kind of moods. I’ll get over it soon enough, I guess.
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Stab Stab Stab. Really depressed today. Ugh. I just want this shit done with. I want to stop the confusion, pain and anger.
Going to BandCamp tomorrow. Really excited. ShaneK left me a secret note there, and I’m super psyched to find it. A piece of paper; folded in half underneath something. Hmm. I have to film myself looking for it; I’ll try and upload the vid Friday.
Anyway, not...
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Escape The Fate <3
Since I’ve gotten my ipod pimped out i’m not really online much anymore. Sorry about that.
To much to say right now. I’ve hit my whore all time high. Whatever. Going to use this moment to let my inspiration level rise.
Happy Easter Everyone.
What can I say? I like to tell people all the bad things about me first off. THEN; if they still like my tits...
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Hello!
oHai!
Ask me anything
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Not in a good mood. Sigh.
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3558 songs.
One device.
Thank you, 32GB <3
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Somehow I doubt Toby Turner is half Wookie
Hey guys. Quick post from the library before I go home to my own personal hell. Thea has friends over and the Mac is at West World Computers, so all I have to do is sit in bed and read. Which would normally be fine but lately… I don’t know. I’m not able to concentrate. I can’t make up my mind, do anything. It’s my stupid other half. the half that wants me dead, the...
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Hey guys. Making a quick update from my sisters laptop. I haven’t been feeling to good about myself lately. I don’t know anymore. I’m confused all the time, angry, frusterated, sad. But whatever. I don’t have time for a long update right now. And I won’t be online for a while; my iMac is in the shop getting upgraded. Oh well. When this big wait is done, I’ll...
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Sex Bracelets;
COLOR CODE
Clear or Clear with Glitter: Wildcard
White: Ask out
Red: Hickey
Neon Red: Strip
Dark Red: Sex without condom
Red with Glitter: Finger
Orange: Hug
Neon Orange: Bear hug
Orange with Glitter: Hug and kiss
Yellow: Feel-up
Neon Yellow: Blowjob
Yellow with Glitter: Handjob
Green: Suck on any part of the body
Neon Green: Oral sex
Green with Glitter: 69
Blue:...
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I want to scream from the rooftops,
Asking,
“Why’d you change your mind?”
But I won’t.
Why be sad that it’s over;
When it had never even begun?
I’m content. Is that okay?
I’m out of control.
Does that make me insane?
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Ugh. It’s trying to kill me. Sigh.
It’s frustrating. Having this… Thing, inside me, wanted me dead. It’s even more flustering not knowing what it is. Depression? Anorexia? Dermatillomania? All of the above? Grawr. I just wish I knew what was wrong with me so I could deal with it and be happy. Or pull the trigger, depending on circumstances. Heh :3
Anyway. Purposely...
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What's the biggest risk you've ever taken? Are you...
Uhh. idk. That’s kind of a complicated question I guess…
Ask me anything
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Looking up different kinds of hair extensions. Beauty here I come! <3
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“I’m gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laughing all...”
– All Time Low
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I’m in the school computer lab. Woohoo. Pretty glad they don’t have Tumblr blocked. Silly School Rules. Logging off now. Sigh. Lots of emotions right now. I think Josh is pissed at me. I’ll talk to him in math or something…
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Flaws,
Sometimes I’m jealous. Of the girl who’s in the bathroom; losing weight the worst way possible. Of the girl with no friends; Of the girl no one cares about. Sometimes I’m jealous, Of the girl who can lie; hurting people the worst way possible Of the girl with no money; The girl who has few clothes. Sometimes I’m jealous, Because that’s all I know how to be.
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“I can feel you all around me”
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Emily;
I’m sick, disguising, worthless.
A whore. Always in need of positive attention.
A suicidal bitch, who should honestly just pull the fucking trigger already.
I hurt people because I can.
I am a fucking cunt; & I wish I had the guts to leave this fucked up place.
Finished.
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Shit Poem, I can't Even Fucking Write anymore...
As I drag a comb through my hair,
I laugh
At the moments that have passed
And the feelings that didn’t last.
I remember sitting with you,
Feeling more ugly then I ever have before;
Feeling useless, broken,
Empty.
You kissed my cheek and I smiled,
Remembering that I was at least good enough for you,
The man I loved.
As I drag a comb through my hair,
I laugh
At the memories long...
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K. Bed time.
Having a feeling that this is going to be a really good week, (: <3?
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Post #101
Just got back from my date with Bryce. He was really sweet and I actually managed to not fall on my face. WOOHOO!
Damn she’s a sexy fish.
Anywoozlez, I actually have liiiike nothing legit to face. (Face? wtf. I’m so over tired. I meant SAY) And I’m kinnnda tired so my brain’s all fuzzled. (NO SHIT)
BUT LIEK, this post, devoted to Dalmatiens. ALL DA WAI <3 <3...
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After all, you're my Wonderwall.
Hey. I’m sorry. I guess I’ve never been rejected, so I don’t even know what it feels like. But I understand that it must hurt. If the world was a perfect place, we wouldn’t have to worry about stuff like this.
But the world isn’t a perfect place. We still have to clean the bathroom, get a job, feed our family and, sometimes hurt people.
I promise the hurt I’m...
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Really frustrated with myself lately. I’m sick of being confused all the time and hurting people because of it.
That’s why I cut last night, alright? I just can’t handle my own emotions anymore.
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I'm Gay by Bowling For Soup. :)
Today’s the last day of Spring Break.
I’m not in the mood to write a huge post, so I’m going to be all confusing and full of point form.
Last few nights were spent at Ashleys. We went swimming, then roller skating the first day. Roller skating I met a friend of Ashleys, Bryce. I think I might have a thing for him. O_o!?
The next day we went skating again, I’d by then...
crossmeoffyourlistxp:
Cause our lips, can touch...